Needles of pain
Are stabbing me again…
You don’t deserve my trust,
Because the bubble has burst…
I wish we hadn’t met ..
So there’d have been no room for silent regret..
I wish I could change things
And then I wouldn’t have to bear the sadness that it all brings…
I wish life had been different
So that I wouldn’t always have to relent
I wish , I wish,
I wish for so many things...
Thank you , thank you for the compliments. This poem ..penned down by me today itself , completely describes what I’m feeling.So don’t blame me since I’m going on an ego boosting spree.. cos I think I need
it ok..? All judgemental people may leave.
Now, everything has
to get screwed up…over n over again. I've said this before and I'm saying this again-
What the hell kind of a screwed up life am I living by the way…?
All those thoughts of escaping are again storming my mind…
One thing starts goin right and another is on its way to getting all screwed up…..
So well lemme begin by saying that I may not be perfect but I am good.Very.Very.Good.
I’m not a cheap , multi-faced chameleon changing colours at the drop of a coin….ok? Gotit..?I rock . I.Simply.Rock.
Yesterday I got up 1 hr later than I was supposed to and had around 35.47 minutes to get ready…but I managed to get ready , put on my lenses , eat a lil’l , find an ironed shirt in my cupboard ,which seemingly has more junk than wearable clothes,.. and managed to grab my books and other stuff…..plus also managed to race my way through the traffic….and reach on tim. Plus I managed to survive more than 12 hours on nothing but 1 glass of millk and a little rice that I’d had in the morning,thanks to a seemingly endless practical that was followed by walking in this harsh , sweltering , scorching heat to get pages photocopied , followed by a work-out that evening and also studies…ending the day finally at almost midnight.
So all in all… I ROCK
..? Gotit , smartass.?
U know what… the phrase “the cosmos conspires” just keeps going through my head .Its something I read in a poem back in class IX …Anyway….this seems to befit the situation.
Plus I have , on my stay on this lovely planet occupied by not so lovely people.have finally reached the conclusion that most people out there are conniving , selfish chauvinists and egoists.. hiding behind a façade and using manipulative tactics to have their own way..….but know what I’m smarter than u…whether u like it or not..I can see right through your not-so-greatly coordinated act . Pity pity..! I despise you ! Oh yes I do!